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[Apr. 13th, 2005|01:48 pm] |
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| | she spits macabre - idea | ] |
I got stood up today for the first time.
This fucking sucks. |
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| bummer. |
[Apr. 10th, 2005|12:44 pm] |
| [ | how's it been? |
| |  groggy | ] |
| [ | boom boom box |
| | sense fail - bastard son | ] |
i'm so bummed out today. had to sleep in the computer room last night and it was so fcking hot out. for 'guests' had stole my room!! and stupid me left my phone in there and i had like 12334 missed calls haha and they people sleeping in my room were just lying there listening to my phone go off at like 3am hahahaha.
now it's sunday, 1:21pm.
still in the computer room, still in my pjs, on the computer, totally bummed out and feeling really groggy.
the guests are still here and man i just want to sleep. but i cant.
it's hot here, but it's raining and thundering. i chainsmoked real bad last night, was so bored. suppose to crash this gig or go to a friends house getting wasted plying xbox. but then the 'guests' came! oh oh. i'm so lonesome now. |
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| Quiz without a cut! suckers |
[Feb. 4th, 2005|04:38 pm] |
| [ | how's it been? |
| |  envious | ] |
Stolen... from raverbelle.
---------------DESCRIBE---------------
YOUR HERITAGE: German, Philippino
THE SHOES YOU WORE TODAY: Black converse high high tops
YOUR EYES: Brown
YOUR WEAKNESS: NOTHING! shh.
YOUR FEARS: Losing everyone.
ONE THING YOU'D LIKE TO ACHIEVE: My own buisness
---------------WHAT IS---------------
YOUR THOUGHTS FIRST WAKING UP: "Just another 15 minutes more!!!" thus which always makes me late for everything in mornings
THE FIRST FEATURE YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX: Eyes
YOUR BEST PHYSICAL FEATURE: My Knees are keen.
YOUR BEDTIME: 2am as of lately
YOUR GREATEST ACCOMPLISHMENT: None yet...
YOUR MOST MISSED MEMORY: Sillyiness with my friends
---------------YOU PREFER---------------
PEPSI OR COKE: Coke
MCDONALD'S OR BURGER KING: I hate maccas... so Burger King!
SINGLE OR GROUP DATES: Single
ADIDAS OR NIKE: Adidas
CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA: Chocolate
CAPPUCCINO OR COFFEE: Coffee
---------------DO YOU---------------
SMOKE: Yes
CUSS: Yuppers
TAKE A SHOWER EVERYDAY: Yes
HAVE A CRUSH(ES): Hmm... I suppose so
WHO ARE THEY: Hah! My bass teacher haha
DO YOU THINK YOU'VE BEEN IN LOVE?: Nope
WANT TO GO TO COLLEGE: Maybe.
LIKE HIGH SCHOOL: Nope
WANT TO GET MARRIED: Yes
TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE RIGHT KEYS: Yes.
GET MOTION SICKNESS: Occasionally in the car.
THINK YOU'RE ATTRACTIVE: Not at all.
THINK YOU'RE A HEALTH FREAK: Million miles away
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: Not as much as I would like to.
LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: Not when I'm by myself
PLAY AN INSTRUMENT: Guitar, piano, bass, drums.
---------------IN THE PAST MONTH DID/HAVE YOU---------------
DRANK ALCOHOL: Yes
SMOKE(D): Yep
DONE A DRUG: Nope
HAVE SEX: No
MADE OUT: Yes
GO ON A DATE: Yep, that was so funny.
GO TO THE MALL: Unfortunately yes.
BEEN ON STAGE: Yes!
BEEN DUMPED: No sir
GONE SKATING: Yeah... ahh fun fun
MADE HOMEMADE COOKIES: Betty Croker all the way
BEEN IN LOVE: *sigh*
DYED YOUR HAIR: Dark Brown
STOLEN ANYTHING: Ellisiville's pencil and Kandi's smokes =P
---------------HAVE YOU EVER---------------
FLOWN ON A PLANE: To Queensland only
MISSED SCHOOL BECAUSE IT WAS RAINING?: Yup
TOLD A GUY/GIRL THAT YOU LIKED THEM?: Yeah
CRIED DURING A MOVIE?: A lot.
EVER THOUGHT AN ANIMATED CHARACTER WAS HOT?: Yeah, Tuxedo Max was pretty hot.
HAD AN IMAGINARY FRIEND: All the time
CUT YOUR HAIR: Yup
HAD CRUSH ON A TEACHER?: My bass teacher
PLAYED A GAME THAT REQUIRED REMOVAL OF CLOTHING: Nope
BEEN TRASHED OR EXTREMELY INTOXICATED: Yes ma'am.
BEEN CAUGHT "DOING SOMETHING": Nope
BEEN CALLED A TEASE: No
GOTTEN BEATEN UP?: Yes =(
BEEN IN A FIGHT: All sorts
SHOPLIFTED: Not really, experience phase in Yr. 7 or so, Lip Gloss.
---------------OPPOSITE/SAME SEX---------------
BEST EYE COLOR: Brown
BEST HAIR COLOR: Brown, Black, Blonde
SHORT OR LONG HAIR: Depends on the face
BEST HEIGHT: Taller than me
BEST WEIGHT: Don't care.
BEST FIRST DATE LOCATION: On the bus! like in 40 days 40 nights haha!
BEST FIRST KISS LOCATION: Night time anywhere
---------------NUMBER OF---------------
NUMBER OF BOYFRIENDS/GIRLFRIENDS YOU'VE HAD: 3
NUMBER OF KISSES YOU'VE GIVEN: What kind of question is that?
NUMBER OF DRUGS TAKEN ILLEGALLY: 2
NUMBER OF PEOPLE I COULD TRUST WITH MY LIFE: 4
NUMBER OF PIERCINGS: 3
NUMBER OF TATTOOS: 0
NUMBER OF TIMES MY NAME HAS APPEARED IN THE NEWSPAPER: 3
NUMBER OF SCARS ON MY BODY: 6
NUMBER OF THINGS IN MY PAST THAT I REGRET: 4
---------------FAVORITES---------------
SHAMPOO: Fructis
FAV COLOR: Green, Purple, Brown
DAY/NIGHT: Night
SUMMER/WINTER: Winter
LACE OR SATIN: Lace
FAVE CARTOON CHARACTER: Mr. Garison's gay lover
FAVE FOOD: Chinese and Filo
FAVE MOVIES: Too many!
FAVE SPORT: I only like to watch tennis, soccer and gymnastics
---------------RIGHT NOW---------------
WEARING: Jeans and silverstein hoody.
DRINKING: Water
THINKING ABOUT: Amps.
LISTENING TO: Parkway Drive - I watched
---------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS---------------
CRIED: Negative
WORN JEANS: Yup, now!
MET SOMEONE NEW ONLINE: Nope
DONE LAUNDRY: I should
DROVE A CAR: No sir
TALKED ON THE PHONE: Yup
---------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN---------------
YOURSELF: Yes
YOUR FRIENDS: Yes
SANTA CLAUS: No
TOOTH FAIRY: NO
DESTINY/FATE: Yes
GHOSTS: Yes
UFO'S: Yes
GOD: Yes
---------------FRIENDS AND LIFE---------------
DO YOU EVER WISH YOU HAD ANOTHER NAME?: I wish I had a less popular name.
DO YOU HAVE A GIRLFRIEND/BOYFRIEND?: No!
DO YOU LIKE ANYONE?: NOPE!
WHICH ONE OF YOUR FRIENDS ACTS THE MOST LIKE YOU?: None.
WHO HAVE YOU KNOWN THE LONGEST OF YOUR FRIENDS?: Ellsiville
ARE YOU CLOSE TO ANY FAMILY MEMBER?: Not really.. but they are to me.
WHO DO YOU HANG AROUND THE MOST?: Ellsiville
WHAT'S THE BEST FEELING IN THE WORLD?: when things just go your flow
WORST FEELING?: crying/depression messed up thoughts
WHAT TIME IS IT NOW?: 5:07
---------------CURRENT---------------
CURRENT MOOD: Bored
CURRENT MUSIC: none now.
CURRENT TASTE: smoke
CURRENT HAIR: uncombed and messy
---------------HAVE YOU EVER OR DO YOU---------------
HAVE A DREAM THAT KEEPS COMING BACK?: so many times...
REMEMBER YOUR FIRST LOVE?: never been in love
STILL LOVE HIM/HER: get my drift
BELIEVE IT'S POSSIBLE TO REMAIN FAITHFUL FOREVER?: Naturally
CONSIDER YOURSELF TOLERANT OF OTHERS?: *shrugs* not really
CONSIDER LOVE A MISTAKE?: No way
LIKE THE TASTE OF ALCOHOL?: Yeah
HAVE A FAVORITE CANDY?: starburst chews
DO WELL IN SCHOOL?: average
WEAR HATS?: beanies
CLOSE FRIENDS?: Nope.
WISH ON STARS?: Yes
LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?: Its ok
CARE ABOUT LOOKS?: Yeah - we all do
---------------LOVE AND STUFF---------------
GAY? STRAIGHT? BI? NULL?: Straight
FIRST CRUSH: Grade 4 - Matt Lehane
EVER BEEN IN A THING CALLED LOVE?: Wtf is love
DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?: Nope
DO YOU BELIEVE IN "THE ONE?": Yes
---------------ARE YOU A---------------
WUSS: Yes
DRUGGY: Sometimes
DAYDREAMER: Yes
FREAK: Yes
DORK: Yes
BRAT: Yes
SARCASTIC: Yes
SHY: Yes
TALKATIVE: Depends
ADVENTUROUS: only with selective people
JOKER: yup
---------------LAST---------------
LAST BOOK YOU READ: Sick Puppy
LAST MOVIE YOU SAW: Never ending story
LAST THING YOU HAD TO DRINK: water
LAST TIME YOU SHOWERED: This morning
LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE: James |
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| home alone for a week, what to do what to do |
[Dec. 28th, 2004|04:06 pm] |
| [ | how's it been? |
| |  yell-along-song! | ] |
| [ | boom boom box |
| | true north - you joj or fob | ] |
but scream my internal organs out of my mouth along to true north and some girls and give the neighbours a generous amount of my awesome music and bad bass playing! GOD! I love being all by myself with the loser i am! SIKE! so this obvisouly means i didn't end up going to adelaide, ah well next time.
had an alrite xmas, except when my brother sneezed ham all over my arm, it just had to be HAM! the food i hate most!
I saw blade: trinity last night, it was awesome and funny and that danica chicky is hot. |
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| this burden's not a heavy one |
[Dec. 19th, 2004|06:58 pm] |
| [ | boom boom box |
| | alexisonfire - pulmonery archery | ] |
i tried to bathe my cat, and it was crucial. he gave me cuts all over my wrist, and then when i finished mum saw the cuts and was all like "holy shit j, what's the matter?" and i was like "umm nothing, why?" and then she's like "what the fuck is that" and i'm like "ohhhhhhhhh hahahah, gary." and she just tsk tsk'd and went on beading.
and i found $10 outside my window, score! |
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| friends forever |
[Dec. 15th, 2004|04:44 pm] |
| [ | how's it been? |
| |  creative | ] |
| [ | boom boom box |
| | bjork - joga (atari teenage riot remix) | ] |
awesome-o. I got my dvd in the mail today that i ordered last friday, friends forever: a documentary film by ben wolfinsohn. it's about this 2 piece band, on on drums and the other on bass both on vocals and jenn the light girl. they go around playing for free in their van everywhere. it's radical.
i'm hating it here even more though now, the video place girl is such a bitch. rot in hell, piece of shit. everything is hell right now, everyone has 'plans' and shit this nye, so that sucks major. i made it official to go to adelaide on 26th, hope i find good people and fun there at least now. i found an awesome photography book, it kicks ass, i'm gonna blow up this photo i really like, it's called blue bedroom by catherine jansen, 1971. I can't find it on the net, but if you do happen to come across it, admire it. tomorrow going some more x-mas shopping then i have a doctor's appointment, then on sunday, more money spending. you know what makes me crinch sick? southern comforts. ew yuk.
i had a really good sleep last night, 'cause i took some periactin and it made me dead log. but then i woke up and all my joints were aching. damn. anyways, i can't wait to be on the road on the 26th. |
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| unbotherful crap |
[Dec. 8th, 2004|08:33 am] |
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so last night i had one of the worst nights of many by myself. i hate who love can turn to hate and that it's the people who loved you most who could hurt you most. I dont understand it. How can it be that there's not a moment of any day when i'm not thinking about you? and yet i seemed to have plenty of things to think about before. I can't even think what's going to happen next. But you're like a bridge, somehow, taking me over to the other side of a black chasm of nothingness. could i forget about you? nothing is happening between me and you. it's a void. a tunnel. when i think about it, i slide down into it. i turn myself inside out and find myself in the dark tunnel... with you. everytime i'm near you, the air is electric. |
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| Happy Birthday to Me. yey... |
[Oct. 13th, 2004|09:16 pm] |
| [ | how's it been? |
| |  blah | ] |
| [ | boom boom box |
| | Evergreen Terrace - A New Hope | ] |
Dear Livejournal,
This sucks
Love Me. |
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